My Personality

Neuroticism	10
Extraversion	90
Openness To Experience	55
Agreeableness	68
Conscientiousness	66

I have a work orientation thing to go to in the city tomorrow, so I'm trying to get everyone to meet me somewhere there tomorrow night for some good times. So um.. anyone knowing anything fun that's going on?

Date:	2006-07-08 10:58
Subject:	whee
Security:	Public
Mood:	bored

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

✓ I miss somebody right now.	× I don't watch much TV these days.  (TV on my monitor is on for background sound a lot. I tune in from time to time.)	✓ I own lots of books.
✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses.	× I love to play video games.  (I could do without, but they're fun.)	× I've tried marijuana.  (not yet)
× I've watched porn movies.  (clips here and there. I'm not sure if I've seen a whole movie.)	× I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.  (ha! I'm not the psycho one.)	✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
✓ I curse sometimes.	✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.	✓ I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.  (It's a keychain knife)

( it goes on... )

I'm going to burning man this year, and I need costume ideas! I have a couple.. but I need more. Oh, and who is good at sewing? I have a machine, but I haven't really made anything wearable with it yet. Yeah...help!

Oh yeah.. not that anyone cares.. but I post stuff in my myspace blog now. Rarely do I post over here. I just use this to read friends' stuff. :P yup. If you really want to read my stuff, I'll send you the link. Not that any of it is remotely interesting. Meh.

Date:	2005-11-07 22:15
Subject:	fucking transfering of pictures
Security:	Public
Mood:	frustrated

I've been trying to do my newsletter and stuff for work for the longest time. It started last night when I tried to upload all my pictures onto my computer since my card is all full now. It'd upload like.. oh, maybe 100 or so, but number 101 it doesn't like and "cannot fulfill request due to unknown error" or some shit like that. So, I find the picture it doesn't like and uncheck it. I start all over again and like half way through (it's a 1gig card), it doesn't like another picture and stops again. It says it didn't transfer ANY of them because of that pic. Argh. It'd take like 40 minutes or something for all of them to upload.. so I left it on last night in hopes that it'd be all done. I wake up this morning and shit, it didn't like another picture! Piece of shit!

I try again today.. but then the battery runs out. So I try again.. one of the pictures at the end makes it "error" again. Once again, NOTHING is copied onto my computer. This is the third time I'm trying tonight.. I hope I unchecked the right pics it doesn't like. Blah.. I need to get this shit done!

it's all over. For good this time. He has found someone new.

If any of you want to hang out, please let me know. I need to be social and out of the house and not sitting here moping. I'll probably be all sad and stuff at first.. but nothing friends can't fix. I need you guys.

http://www.rednova.com/news/health/291931/pennsylvania_company_recalls_94400_lbs_of_beef/index.html?source=r_health

First paragraph :D

Date:	2005-10-19 20:41
Subject:	cravings
Security:	Public
Mood:	hungry

Recently, I have been having cravings for

- friends (I don't have any in the area that I can hang out with after work or on the weekends)
- KFC's coleslaw
- sleep
- phone calls
- hugs
- kisses
- recognition
- cheese tortellini
- good memories

I wish I had a little bit of obsessive compulsive disorder so I could keep my room clean =/

wtf is wrong with me? This week has been hell. I still feel like throwing up about five times a day and I feel lightheaded and dizzy sometimes. I can't focus worth shit and my body feels numb. I can't wait to see Dale tomorrow (if he decides to drive back to the bay tomorrow). I have questions that need answering.

Date:	2005-10-11 19:03
Subject:	weekend
Security:	Public
Mood:	tired

I'm so tired now.

Friday: work, pizza and not drunk enough bowling with co workers

Saturday: sat around, meet up with Marshal and Andy for supposed Teknoasis meeting, off to the city, sat around, went to a party, drugs are bad mmkay? no sleep

Sunday: drove back to the south bay, took shitty nap, got ready for Decompression, picked up Dale, drove to the city, got lost forever in the city, got to Decom, hung out, drunkeness + super tired, crankiness

Monday: half day of cracked out work, Dale's, 2 hours of sleep before I had to get up for work. Blah.

I'm in a daze. I can't focus at all and I'm discomboluated and drowsy. Fuck work.

Driving with dialated pupils is not very fun.

Date:	2005-10-04 22:15
Subject:	vision
Security:	Public
Mood:	crappy

I just broke my glasses :( I think I bent them in my backpack last night. When I had them on, everything looked a little weird. I only had them on for about 3 minutes though. This morning, I noticed that they were bent kinda funky so I bent them back. I just took my contacts off and put my glasses on and they split in half. They broke on the side of the middle thing though, so I can't even tape them up like a nerd :( They're about 4-5 years old. It's time to get new ones anyways, but I don't have vision covered in my insurance. Booo. I'll be needing a new contact prescription so I can get more contacts too. It'll cost a ton without insurance :(

I want laser eye surgery! :D

Your Sexy Halloween Costume Is

Sexy Nurse

Date:	2005-10-01 22:53
Subject:	mopey
Security:	Public
Mood:	lonely

today fucking sucks. who wants to go drink with me?

Date:	2005-10-01 10:19
Subject:	personality test and reflection
Security:	Public
Mood:	cheerful

I took the test in one of my classes in high school and the result I got was:

http://keirsey.com/personality/nfep.html

I just retook it and I am now one of these:

http://keirsey.com/personality/nfej.html

Interesting... :)

I think since I became a primary caregiver and got put in a classroom permanently at work, I've become more outgoing. My co-teacher is pretty timid and does not really interact with parents, so I've had to pull the slack. I feel more comfortable approaching people and voicing my opinions now, too. I feel fine asking for advice from my bosses, or standing up to people who I think have wronged me.

For example, the person who usually does breaks almost always skips our pod (2 conjoined classrooms) because she says that we can break ourselves. Yeah, theoretically we can.. if we bump half the children from one classroom to the next. It would be a lot less confusing if she would just give us our 10 minute breaks each. Apparently, she tells every classroom that they can break themselves. So, what does she end up doing? Giving herself a super long break. I think she gives breaks to maybe 4 out of the 20 teachers in the preschool department. Anyways, I've confronted her about the issue on two separate occasions, yet she still walks in, asks how many children we have, and says "you can break yourself, I don't want to get in trouble if I break you guys. I have other breaks to do, too." So, I went to my boss and told her about it. She said that she had been getting complaints from other classrooms too and that she'll talk to the break lady about it. She did, but the next day, break lady was still "I can't break you guys, give yourself your own break. I just talked to Andrew (my other boss) and he said that you can break yourselves." What a bunch of bullshit. I wrote a long nasty e-mail documenting the circumstances of all the times she has refused to break us to both my bosses. They had a meeting with stupid break lady and now she's all pissy all the time because she actually has to do her job.

So, um, yeah... I feel more comfortable around people I don't know now. I still need to get out more though. Every day, I go to work, come home, and sit on my ass in my room until I go to sleep. The only person I hang out with outside of work is Dale on the weekends, and my co-teacher sometimes. I need more friends!

Date:	2005-09-29 21:20
Subject:	stolen from theoni
Security:	Public
Mood:	bored

1. Legal First name? Carol
2. Were you named after anyone? Not that I know of
3. Do you wish on stars? sometimes
4. When did you last cry? Probably some stupid sappy moment in a movie
5. What is your favorite lunch meat? pastrami is good
6. What is your birth date? March 29th, 1982
7. Whats your most embarrassing CD? Titanic soundtrack
8. Would you be friends with you? I'm annoying
10. What are your nicknames? Ca, poopiehead, Miss Carol, chicken nugget
11. Would you bungee jump? I want to, but when it comes down to the actual jumping, I'd probably have to go with someone, or someone would have to push me
12. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? no
13. Do you think that you are strong? reasonably strong
14. What is your favorite ice cream flavor? @ the moment, I'm feeling like rainbow sherbert
15. Shoe Size? 9-10
16. Red or pink? Red
17. What is your least favorite thing about yourself? lack of motivation in certain areas of my life
18. Who do you miss most? Dale at the moment. He forgot to bring his phone to school :(
19. What color pants and shoes are you wearing? blue guy's workout shorts (the kind to the knee), not wearing shoes.
20. What are you listening to right now? some commercial
21. What did you eat for breakfast? strawberry yogurt and a mini bagel and cream cheese from work
22. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? razzmatazz
23. What is the weather like right now? muggy
24. Last person you talked to on the phone? co worker
25.The first things you notice about the opposite sex? height, hair, clothes, face
26. Do you like the person who sent this to you? he's pretty cool, I haven't hung out with him in a while
27. Favorite Drink? orange berry blitz. hmm.. I want to spike it
28. Hair Color? black/dark brown/bleached orange, yuck
29. Do you wear contacts? yeah
30. Favorite Food? Japanese, Thai, ice cream,
31. Last Movie You Watched? In Good Company I think
32. Favorite Day Of The Year? Halloween
33. Scary Movies Or Happy Endings? scary movies
34. Summer Or Winter? Winter
35. Hugs OR Kisses? hugs and kisses.. not a big fan of the ton of tongue make out kisses though
36. What Is Your Favorite Desert? oooh.. I liked Joe's answer, strawberries dipped in white chocolate
37. Living Arrangements? living with the parents. ugh
38.. What books Are You Reading? :( I need to find a good one. I'm just flipping through lesson plan books and such
39. What's On Your Mouse Pad? I don't use one
40.What Did You Watch Last night on TV? America's Next Top Model
41. Favorite Smells? (Joe, I'm keeping some of your answers because I like them too) Rain, fresh baked cookies, lavender, Dale's laundry detergent
42. Favorite junk food? fries
43. Rolling Stones or Beatles? both good
44. What's the farthest you've been from home? Singapore

Date:	2005-09-28 23:36
Subject:	grr, stupid co workers
Security:	Public
Mood:	annoyed

Oh yeah. I got to work on Monday and on the window of my classroom, my co teacher had put up the phrase "Its fall." Yeah... way to go, edumecated one! I've been too busy to make an apostrophe. I hope no one has noticed so far.. it makes us both look bad. She made them all ugly too. The letters are alternating brown with orange "shadow" and orange with brown "shadow." *barf* You can also see then pen outline from when she traced the cardboard letters. How long do I have to keep that shit up without hurting her feelings? Maybe I'm just mean.. I don't care, it's ugly. I want to tear it down. If you're going to use the wrong "its," at least make it pretty.

Date:	2005-09-28 22:55
Subject:	la di da
Security:	Public
Mood:	bored

1. Go into your livejournal archive
2. Find your 23rd post.
3. Find your 5th sentence (or closest to it.)
4. Post the text of your sentence in this post along with these instructions.





"I don't look when they stick it in, but I look after it's in my arm."

haha, good times.